Life’s not always plain and good,
Sometimes you need a solitude,
Rethink things that seem to be done,
Even If you never won,
Peace and quiet is all that you need,
To cure your thoughts that still bleed,
Long sorrow is an agony of life,
Making you desperately grabbing a knife,
Pain is not a suicide reason,
Even if Life is not always pleasant,
Just give yourself a little more time,
One silent moment, and all will be fine.
What am I doing now? I felt like posting.
So here it is.. I can’t let my blog end up in nothing so I guess I should fill it up.
What’s there to say?
My minds whispers of the word ‘TRY’
Well I guess in my past… I am not the guy who would persist and back off already in the first sign of rejection which I am not even sure of if it really is.
That’s something I am weak of and it is surprising that it opened here as I am typing and this really is mind blowing.
Some things really are yours when it’s really your moment to have it, and I guess this contemplation of mine resulted to this..
Ugh.. TRY!
Fine. I will try to do what I can do. One thing that holds me off from trying is the idea of perfection. It’s better to Promise to do it than try, and I realize that some are really worth a try and not go commit on it that fast.
Haste makes Waste.
I guess try is the first step to success right? I don’t know if some would agree with me but that’s how I see it. How can you attain big things if you’re so full of yourself and then you end up the other way around which is failure or rejection and that’s where the idea TRY can compensate for.
It won’t hurt to try.
It’s really hard to get up when you’re full of hope on something and it ends up bad or not what you’re expecting of. To say to yourself that ‘Just a try’ it won’t be as bad because you tried and there’s no 100% investment of trust there just a try, like dipping your toe on water to check if it’s cold, and I guess some does that when they go swimming, your body won’t be shocked by the cold because first you tried and there you felt the sensation; whether it would end up good or bad.
Trying won’t be bad as asking as I see it.
It’s like asking is with the words and trying is with the actions. Well it actually is.
The heck.
Anyway… This is one of my resolution to make in 2010.
It’s better to have a resolution than none. Heck with the people who say ‘why bother resolution when you can’t even promise to accomplish one’ heck with that.
So to the people who gave a little of their precious time on reading this, hope you realized things about trying.
You won’t know something unless you give it a try, right? So go for it.
One day a very wealthy father took his young son on a trip to the country with the firm purpose of showing him the level of poverty in which some people live. They spent a day and a night at the farm of a very poor family.
When they got back from their trip the father asked his son, “How was the trip?”
“Very good, dad.”
“Did you see how poor people can be?” the father asked.
“Yeah.”
“And what did you learn?”
The son answered, “I saw that we have a dog at home and they have four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of the garden, they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lamps in our garden, they have the stars. Our patio reaches to the front yard, they have the whole horizon.”
When the little boy was finished, his father was speechless.
His son added, “Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are.”
Isn’t it true that it all depends on the way you look at things? If you have love, friends, family, health, good humor and a positive attitude towards life you’ve got everything. You can’t buy any of these things. You can have all the material possessions you can imagine, provisions for the future, etc., but if you are poor of spirit, you have nothing.
It’s 9:55PM here right now and I’m currently typing on my blog.
Well… This will be my last blog for the year 2009 and it’s cool, this time I won’t let things pass by without me having a sense out of it, I suppose you get what I’m talking about.
I’m very much contented for what I have right now and of course the people around me. Especially to my parents of course where they are my sole supporters.
God. Thank you for this plane of reality you set me in and for the people who are with me. This generation of mine is one of a kind. Although I’m not a saint in my way of life but I embody the values you set for us and your son Jesus Christ. When it comes to faith it is really a confusion, but I know you’ve set our lives on something we deserve to have as we open our hearts to our savior.
Positivity is the root of happy connectivity with everybody. Which I believe it will help in making our lives happy. Some people just needs to bump their heads and realize that one of their sole purpose in life is to be HAPPY.
Enough procrastination people and that goes for me too! I am procrastinating way too much and I underestimated its power and I won’t ignore it any longer and therefore be productive with my life now. Quite a good resolution but I’ll prefer it to be as my challenge, an obstacle in my mind which I have to face, do Parkour with that obstacle of procrastination.
So far what I’m typing are all random things that just pop into my mind and therefore typing it here, because I can’t let it past, every thought counts and should be recorded right here in my journal/blog whatever you call it.
I’ve gained quite a lot of skills with me from 2009 and also learned from the mistakes of others. It’s quite unimaginable to see yourself get mature because when I look down to it… oh yeah, I sure did grow, not just older but grown to another level. Whatever to my grammar, I’m typing out of uncertainty and it’s random.
For the love that was lost and regained again. It’s a good time to reflect on what was I lacking from those old times. I sure love myself to the point I should make myself be happy for the sake of giving love to others. I’m doing great on that aspect which I’m proud of. All things are what you make it, God entails you a particular destiny for the paths you choose to take. What is the sense of FREE WILL if we’re contained in a destiny we can’t choose, so I conclude that we choose our paths and such destiny entails those paths that we take.
I hope… From the people that became part of my 2009, they learned something from me and from the words I gave them. Words are Swords. Of course I learned many things from what I have observed and experienced throughout my life.
Health is the key to ensure your success, well that’s what I see it. As they say, Health is Wealth, that’s true for me because how can you do something you want that will make put you in prosperity when you’re sick to do it, so take it from me, our HEALTH is a must.
To those who endlessly smoke in a daily basis, WHY DO YOU INVEST ON THINGS THAT IS KILLING YOU? So think about it. Do it for the ones you love and those who care about you. You don’t want to see your love one killing themselves right? It goes for you too.
We’re not really into explosives because as for me, I’m really a hazardous person when I come in contact with such arsenal. I’m a fire hazard person. An individual who is dangerous around fires, explosives and anything that causes a BOOM!
Sigh~
What is there left to say? If I may have forgotten things that is suppose to be mentioned, well sorry. All I can say is Thank You and I know I can’t thank you enough because everything will keep on coming. Sorry but then again I can’t apologize enough for there is so much love to be given to everyone and it will be abundant in me, to give Love and to be Love. I’m saying it in a present tense people. I don’t want to be talked about in the past tense.
Well… that wraps it up. I’m done with this last blog for 2009. Happy New Year! A toast for welcoming 2010!
Kudos!
P.S
It is Good.
