Absorbed.

Now I am fully aware of my actions, my choices and the words that come out of my mouth, but being an introvert gets me absorbed from all of my thoughts and gets me thinking, and more like shutting out the world outside of me. 

I have found this internet haven of a site to vent out my ill feelings and even the euphoric ones too. 

I just hope that for once I’d be able to fully speak out my mind, rather than getting my own monologue inside my head. (Just like this, I always talk inside my head that I seem to be zoned out, but I’m not?)